as a baby. I think that is essential. You have to live through the whole of your development each day so that you do not lose contact with reality. Youe will be a baby girl for half and hour each day before you put on your grownup things. Meanwhile I shall have your own clothes destroyed.

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That came as something of a shock to me. It almost certainly meant that I could never leave my aunt's house whatever happened, unless of course I was prepared to risk going out in the clothes she had given me dressed as a

woman.

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But so far I have never been tempted to do that as I have found complete happiness submitting my will to Maria's. She has made me her personal maid, even putting me before Lisa and Gudrun. I am therefore able to spend most of my time with her attending to her personal chores, looking after her clothes and make-up, helping her to bath and so on.

I am rarely tempted to think of my own sex, or my sexual apparatus. Occasionally I feel frustrated but as the days go by this happens less and less. Happily for me I am still the object of their squatting and at least once a week there is a squatting session when the girls take it in turns to make me lick them through the crotch of their knickers. And once in a while even my aunt demands that too!

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